James Kane is a desperate child seeking any attention he can find.
James Kane is a "tragic", wannabe artist who hasn't done anything creative since the 6th grade.
James Kane should probably be a bottom/should probably just have been born with different parts altogether.
All of these would be appropriate Facebook statuses for me to have, were it not my primary form of communication with 500 or so of my "friends" (my apologies to those of you who are actually my friend). The way I've been acting lately... Jesus, I don't even know what to do with/about myself anymore. So I'm sitting here at 5:00 a.m., writing a blog, having just got back from one fuck buddy's apartment after fooling around with his temporary roommate in the other guy's absence. And I think to myself, when the FUCK did I get like this? What the FUCK am I doing?? Oh, did I mention the roomie's boyfriend. Yeah. The best part about it is that he didn't really initiate things, or, if he did, he did it very passive aggressively to where I had to do all the work involved with getting someone naked.
Everyone, just do me a huge favor and STOP reading my blog. I'm too god damn honest on here, but it's like having a good talk with someone. Letting it out. Jesus H. Christ, I need a shrink. Any recommendations?
So instead of being honest with 500 of my closest friends (which I realize would be a stupid idea whether I was being ridiculously overdramatic or not), I'm blogging in an attempt to clear my consci--um... mind. Clear my mind. And instead of any of those lovely options listed above, my status simply says:
Oh what a tangled web we weave,
When first we practice to deceive!
maybe get a journal? shrink is also good, but can't make any recommendations.
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